There comes a point where he shouldn’t matter anymore. I’m hurting the people that do love me for the person I love, who doesn’t love me. Everything is confusing but at the same time the answer is simple, let him go. I have nothing left but the memories and those memories are destroying me. I have to choose to stop the thoughts and somehow build myself back up. Starting with gaining the trust of those who love me, erasing every memory I have of him, and finding myself along the way.